Good Bye

September seemed to be one of the hardest months of the year for many people.  So much happened, so much didn't, and to one person we said good bye forever.  She was a ray of sunshine, such a talent and never without a smile and that is how we will remember her.  Good bye, we'll miss you, but we know your pain is over.  Thank you to a special friend for the idea of the balloon release, you know who you are.  You never know, the smallest gesture could turn into something far greater than you ever imagined. 

"Angels can fly because they carry no burdens."

Wake Me Up, When September Ends...

I haven't written anything in a long while.  What I have been doing is obsessing, about work.  Trying to figure out where/ how I fit in and trying to keep my mind off as much as possible.  I for a while, I thought that I was doing ok.  And then last week, I stopped for a just a moment, and it felt as if my whole world came crashing down.  I realized it is September, and I immediately wished it over.  We would be celebrating somebody's first birthday if things were different, but all I am is another year older, and obviously still a mess.  Feels like yesterday.


"Wake Me Up When September Ends",

Here comes the rain again

Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are


As my memory rests

But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends..

September, I remember you.

To the little soul I never knew,

My world lost a little light, that day and it's been a dark place since then.

Are you happy where you are?  Do you laugh?  

What's heaven like?

It would have been your birthday soon.  

I remember you. 

I'm on my knees today, talking to God again, I hope He's near. 

Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever. (Psalm 23:6)